a stupid quote, for stupid and naive people. In actuality, NOTHING ever falls into the right places, because they always fall into the wrong ones. I'm torn, confused, hurt. Every bad feeling that there is to feel at this point. I am just over it. I am too tired to cry and to think about what will happen, when it will happen, and why it will happen. Truth is, it has already happened. Deep in my heart, I know that I love him, and that he loves me too, but right now, at this point, our LOVE is obviously not strong enough to keep us together. There's "no sparks" left. It will "never be how it use to be" and this is what truly hurts. After trying and trying, nothing good really came out of it...
I'm not begging anymore. I'm not pleading anymore. I'm not crying anymore. You are not my priority anymore. You are no longer a part of me. Yes, I am in great pain; I feel like you just took out my heart, ripped it in half, and threw it in the fire. This pain is relentless, it has no mercy on me. I have too much LOVE for you and my emotions are too closely tied to you, for me to let go of you. But I know in order for me to be happy, I need to move on & NEVER EVER LOOK BACK....
It's true, we both needed to take the initiative to work things out & maybe I needed to, the most. We didn't meet half way, not in the middle, not even close.
"you want me to cop that plead and say ok im wrong?
things are gettin heavy, but i gotta stay strong,
i try to talk it over with you when i coulda been gone, because
you hurt me, and i hurt you, you complain about the things that i dont do ,
and i dont wanna take the blame neither do you, because we got too much to loose.
We gotta meet in the middle."
Goodbye.
-Annie
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